A REAL BOYFRIEND

Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.
I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.
Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.


When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she
thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"


Credits to Anne Curtis and Erwan Heussaff for the picture. :))

mimpi

nak tahu, semenjak dua manjak ni. aku asik bermimpi, bermimpi tentang masa depan aku. kenapa ya? semuanya indah dan duka. ke aku yang terlampau excited? bermimpi pasal cinta, kasih sayang, dan keberanian. dan akhirnya aku tinggal keseorangan mencari keperihatainan orang lain. what for? im deserved to be one of them. happy.

p/s orang cakap semua tu tak akan jadi kalau kita bermimpi? betul ke?

ni baru nama mamat macho!

zayn malik

19

muslim

pakistan and british mix blood.

seriously, when i staring at this pic

i was like,

subahanallah..

the allah creation was so amazing,

cantik kan manusia?

i love 1D

my sister graduation day

bila pergi tengok my sis punya graduation day, rasa tak sabar nak grad awal.

nak juga ada pic cute cute macam ni. haha

look at her, she looks happy.

and my family. (half) both of my brother wasn't here that day.

and next, is me. =)

hye sem break!

alhamdullillah, dah habis for this semester. so tinggal lagi 2 sem kat uitm tu. inshaallah, nak grad awal. Btw, this is my 1st semester break yang sangat relex and chill without any activity. tak macam before ni, buzy with band. Its totaly relaxing my mind without thinking about any all kinda thingy which i used to. actually tak relax mana lah kan, still buat planning for cuti sem ni. im gonna take a driving licensed!! yeahh. walau pun i lambat setahun daripada kawan kawan i yang terus ambil selepas spm kan. but its doesn't matter lah. lambat ke cepat ke, sama jugak.

ouh, nak cerita pasal sepanjang sem ni, im more spend my time with my classmate, cz this sem banyak event and project kene buat. So apa apa pun kene sentiasa update dengan mereka. i jarang keluar makan kat luar. and the most important thing is, im not like before (perhaps). susah nak cerita, but im just can feel it by my own. hehe. every second human become matured by they way they take and learned from it. macam selalu korang cakap, every things happens for a reason. so pandai pandai lah hidup. but im still being myself. tak ubah.

ouh, by next sem, i kene duduk luar lah. nasib baik dekat dengan uitm. but dekat dekat pun still tak boleh jalan kaki. pfttt... susah nya duduk utim jengka. sewa semua mahal, sometime kalau fikir macam cekik darah ada jugak. so by next sem, my life as a student is gonna be taf. makan transport semua kene prepared baik punya. berjimat and ikat perut. baru student style! then weekends memang aku baik rumah lah kan. memandangkan duduk satu rumah dengan senior yang macam berhati jahat. but, kali ni just try stay sebulan dgn dia, it tak tahan, i nak chow je. semak je senior tu.

about life kat kampus, everything was going smooths. kalau tak cakap ada masalah, of course ada masaalah. but alhamdullillah tak effect sangat. i still be able to control my self well. Pengajaran yang i dapat dalam sem ni is, keep ourself with down to earth is the most important thing if kita nak berjaya. jujur, ikhlas and amanah. tu biasa lah kan. but paling banyak belajar sem ni is pasal friendship. kawan i ada cakap, makin naik sem, makin kata akan nampak the true colour. not only by friends, but also ourself. i know, i can see my true colour setiap sem. aza still boleh perasan. macam mana kita nak perasan? just look at our friends behavior, feedback, body language, they way they talk, rumors, and yang paling penting kene sentiasa self-evauate. ouh, dah macam subject interpersonal communication dah. omg, the subject helped me a bit! yeah!!

Sem ni love story tak ada lagi seyh. haha. but just ada lah beberapa selingan selingan sikit LAH kan. cehh cehh,,, im blushing. haha. tapi tak menjadi pun. susah lah. kene fikir betul-betul benda ni. nanti menyesal. kadang2 bila tengok orang yang boleh stick dengan pasangan masing2 terfikir macam mana dia boleh stick dengan pasangan dia lama eh? takkan tak pernah flirting with another person langsung kot? honest said, im not simply person yang kenal 2 3 4 bulan then terus couple. kalau korang dengar cerita 'aza dah couple dengan mamat mana tah'' sah lain macam dah aku ni. dah macam gila kat mamat tu kot. from time to times who knows. i've change my perception in being love relationship? so,im still single and enjoy my life.. yang paling penting love is a subjective, so sampai khiamat pun tak habis cakap. hehe

WORLD CHAMPIONSHIP MARCHING SHOW BAND

happy together . =) i miss that moment yang dlam kereta tu. KAAAAAAAN??

PROM NIGHT DINNER 2011

PROM NIGHT 2011 of Office Management faculty
MAKE IT LOVE

theme: PURPLE, BLACK and SILVER

on 26 July 2011 at Dewan sudah.

i love you guys okey!
=')

p/s tahun ni, batch kitorang yang organize that dinner. hurmm okey kot so far. nop actually!
i do not follow the theme der... hehe just look at my dress lah bro. im just wearing the old dress one. save money kan? all is from my drawer.

hope hope and keep hoping

im aready 19 bebeh! yeah! alhamdulillah.
my celebration of my birthday is nothing interesting.
no big event, no cake, no present and no parent and friends around.
sad but apa boleh buat kan.



btw, im cuting my hair. short. a bit ugly but. tak kesah lah.
'more ugly cutting, more down to earth infornt of people kan'?



i hope benda !~#%q23412@%^ jadi.
inshallah. inshaallah. inshaallah.
new life, new chaper. plz ya allah.
for my family and my self.



tinggal lagi 6 minggu je class then cuti sem.
cepat gila nak habis sem. test now berlambak gila



sabtu ni tak sabar nak tengok WORLD MARCHING BAND KAT BUKIT JALIL.
and tak sabar nak jumpa mereka! =)



love

mid sem holiday

Friday till Sunday---my sister graduation at msu. not bad. teringin nak grad cepat. =)
Sunday night---go to bukit jalil , enjoy the brassband national comp. enjoy gila.
Monday till Wednesday--- going back to jengka for 'latihan intensive brassband part 2'.
Wednesday evening till night--- hangout with my buddies. lepak mcd TC.
Thursday morning--- update blog (now)

the point is, bila aku nak buat assignment doe? dah lah B E L A M B A K ! test? lagi nyer lah.

on 25 Monday--- evening-> Temasya brassband, have to wearing the brassband uniform. kene perform lah pulak. =.='

on 25 Monday---night-> PROM NIGHT FACULTY OF OFFICE MANAGEMENT. dress? nasib baik dah ada.

evening and night. kene rushing balik. bersiap untuk prom. kalau tak pergi tak apa ke? penat lah.... =.='



dah lama tak update blog kan? not in the mood lah this sem. banyak benda yang kene fikir. aza kene banyak belajar hidup susah agak nya, baru aku kuat. yeah, that the fact! belajar hidup susah. kene banyak belajar. YEAH! im stupid. kene banyak baca buku. im lazy. kene banyak motivate myself. bila nak improve your self ni aza? this sem macam dah goyah je.



rasa-rasanya aku dah buat hilang handpone abang ipar aku lah semalam. T_T stupid careless dump hell! kene mandi bunga agaknya aza ni. 10 handphone sudah.




dalam otak macam-macam benda nak buat. nak usha VIOLIN. murah je kan benda tu? second nak usha KAMUS BESTA. senang lah nak baca buku lepas ni. then BABY KARA nak kene hantar kedai. repair. HANDPHONE baru? bila boleh dapat? hurmm SIGH .



eh tak sabar nak raya! tak tahu kenapa. haha.




apa lagi eh nak cakap. NAK HABIS KAN SEM NI. AND CUTI SEM NI NAK FOCUS. focus on what? ada lahh. hehe.



okey bye.

short bubbling 2

Esok malam dah nak balik uitm. seperti biasa aku balik rumah every weekends. after this macam tak boleh balik rumah dah, sebab dah start buzy. guess what, dah dapat banyak gila assignment. But so far assignment for part 3 semua nya macam best lah jugak. Macam ada a lot of element-element excited.

Baru 2 week study sem 3 ni dah start ada banyak kerja. hell yeah ! buzy nak mampus dengan Brassband punya event nya and class pack nya. Baru pegang jawatan protokol for Annual General Meeting , dah buzy turun naik Unit Koko hantar tu hantar ni. Belum lagi handle benda lain. Kadang-kadang rasa give up jugak, but just think about my self. lucky of me! only me got this experience! if buat ikhlas, inshaallah 1 day allah will give me a better luck! The big task just a few kilometers in front of me starting now. can't wait to see the best shoot of me ! walahhh!! haha

today, i got a lot of work to complete here before go back. i already thick a few of list-to-do and another a few thing that i have to work it tomorrow. SIGH.

im so sad lately. struggle inside . hurt . dammed hurt! i keep on thinking about him. dump ! stupid ! idiot ! miss him badly. but he said: "YUP! we can't . we're not ready. yes! tak nak hancurkan masa depan. you have to move on. you deserve to be happy, im happy to see you happy '' NAHHHH this is what try to do now......

tadi ada temu ramah dengan abang dj wan for segment simbang siswa dalam RADIO MALAYSIA PAHANG. that mean i was on air. experience is never disappointed. cool.


ouh 1 more thing, nak cerita sikit. tadi hangout shopping, then ramai pulak budak uitm jengka turun kuantan. tiba-tiba teserempak dengan sorang minah ni yang bagi aku agak friendly lah. that for my first impression lah kan. dia kenal aku, then aku kenal sangat dia. And then guest what? terkejot lah jugak bila dia jalan across tepi aku dengan muka KEREK and BELAGAK nya siot. DAYYUMM. no wonder lah sebab kau tengah berjalan dengan BF kau. macam aku ni orang yang bangang je buat muka excited nak teserempak dengan dia. then the feedback is.. macam haram ! but, the question here is, perlu ke nak act macam tu bila berjalan dengan BF sendiri depan kawan-kawan? okey Frankly speaking, KAU INGAT BF KAU TU HENSEM? naahhh no wonder kau bangga. hahahaha Hensem ke tak hensem ke, kesah pulak aku doe? think friends! jangan sombong.

HAPPY WEEKENDS PEOPLE! NITE READERS !

so tumblr girlfriends !

dance-dance revolution

sumpah rindu nak main ni lagi. dulu, balik je sekolah then stay back lepak mall main dance dance revolution ni. by the way, proud to said that im look so bloody awesome when i dance with it! haha bukan nak cakap lah kan. perasan kat sini je tak apa kan?. hehe.

undefined feelings

It was a morbid Thursday morning. It was 6.30 a.m, it was dawn. the rain was cascading heavily and the sun did not shone. He would usually bestir me in the morning, at times like this, I reach for my cell phone and then set it down because all there is was just a picture of me on the phone screen. I give a sigh and whisper softly to myself, “why i don't received any text from him?,” somehow, if not from him, perhaps form another guy who always help me wake up early morning to perform my prays. then i forgot that i got PMS today and i already told him before and i can continue catch my bed. In time, then If I could go back to sleep, I definitely would, I’d hibernate for the rest of my life if I could, but it’s impossible for me to go back to sleep, though I used to be a Rip Van Winkle, a very very heavy sleeper.


i keep thinking about him till i realize that i must forget about this feeling to him. I was laying on my bed, all covered up by a whooper quilt, I was breathing calmly but inside I was Delphic. Counting the 36 black paper stars that were sticking on my ceiling above me. Ya Allah. perhaps im fall in love with you seriously. keep persuade my self to do not ever have that bloody feeling. not now, myb one day. Not like I was uncertain. I tried to keep myself amused, baffle myself from letting ‘him’ to dwell in my mind.

friends ! comes and go.

dear my beloved friends,

first is, i miss diana so fucking damn! that it! tak tahu nak cakap macam mana, dah lama tak jumpa. nak bercerita pun tak tahu nak start dari mana. sibuk sangat kan jadi aswara student. try to understand a day to day. kalau boleh putarkan masa, aku nak masuk aswara je sama dengan kau. but still. i cant. yeah the Distance make us being like this!

to beeha sudin. kau still macam dulu kan? tak berubah perangai jahat kau. even kau belajar sarawak jauh bagai. kau still tak berubah weyh! apahal lah aku kalau jumpa aku still rasa nak belasah kau. haha haishh. gonna miss you.

happy birthday to momoi. walaupun kau duduk jauh. and kita kenal tak lama. but im still your friends forever right? bukan lupe kat kau, but AGAIN, THE DISTANCE !



p/s to my 'special friends'. i got 'special' feeling on you. i keep on missing u. but i sorry. i must forget about those feeling. cz i dont want a same thing happen will repeat again and easily broken my life and yours. the best way is, just let us be like this until we'r graduate. cz i want to feel that you'r always be by my side.. but one day, if you already get your true happiness and destiny to be with, let me know. JUST LET ME KNOW. and i will let you go openly. im not gonna mad. as long as im okey with it! and same thing to me. let me go. (vise versa)

result sem2

alhamdulillah. it was good but not great. just good. no repeat paper. improvement doh. okey lah so far. memang target biasa je. the effort is equal with the result. tak nak duduk dalam zone selesa sangat. kalau selesa sangat nanti sejarah akan berulang kan? so
Sikit-sikit lama-lama jadi bukit bukau. =D

yeaah, jealous dengan orang yang dapat dekan. but it doesn't matter lah.. aza aza fighting ! next sem aza must work harder then this sem. plus, walaupun kat sana aza sangat sangat more into brassband, its not a big deal for me to achieve a success. brassband is like half of my soul.

the most important thing is, my effort and honesty in study, will never disappointing me one day.
love aza

Drumbattle UITM 2011 PERAK

dear Mr. Fyeah

hye, dah lama aku tak update blog ni. selepas habis je final exam dua minggu lepas, balik rumah rest dalam 2 or 3 hari terus gerak balik jengka semula. Ingat tak post post aza before ni ada mention about percussion battle uitm? yeahh finaly i did it well bebe! T_T



yer lah, kawan-kawan aku semua cuti sem sebulan kat rumah. hangout dengan kawan-kawan. seronok lah. but aku pula selama 2 minggu lepak kat jengka traning. kulit dah burn gila . matahari sekarang semakin kejam. memang pedih kulit ni nak tahan sakit kan. kulit makin kering. rosak sikit lah. but nasib baik tak ada jeragat tumbuh kat muka ni. huh..


traning kat sana 10 hari then lagi 4 hari lagi kat uitm perak. dalam masa sepuluh hari tu macam biasa lah, kene bangun awal pagi then jogging, warmup and stretch bagai. perfectkan lagu and formation sampai pukul 1 malam. huh! nak kata traning kitorang taf? tak jugak. just follow the time and semua orang happy. =)



pic-pic time training sepanjang 10 hari banyak gila. malas nak upload. sorry, hehe

time training. siapa tidur, mmg kene dajal macam ni. =.='kak hanim pun kene dajal dengan diorang ni. haishhh nakal!

TENGOK! aku pun kene jugakk =.='''''' damitt! haha


dalam bus sumpah rasa lama kot. lama tidur. =D hahaha. 8 jam journey. enough to us menggila dalam bus. picture dalam bus? tak perlu lahh. teruk doe. sekor-sekor macam beruk keluar dari hutan jengka. HAHAHA !!

UITM SRI ISKANDAR PERAK
their main building kot. im not sure.

i've arrived !! =D

kat perhentian tapah. memang nak borong ice blended kan sorang sorang. =.='

sorry, kat sana saya memang suke memanjat atas orang. hahahaPANJAT LAGI....

haishh perumpuann.. =.='

cymbalist ! cymbal line terbaik sial. bukan nak cakap lah.
but i love you guy bebe! work hard gila babi lah kita kan? kan? =D

jog jog jog jog. lari lari sampai mati. aaaaaa
we'r sing a nonsense lyric to keep up our spirit. =)

majlis makan malam ramah mesra di DSI.
(dewan sejuk iskandar) haha

malam ni kitorang melantak sebab menu nasi hujan panas + ayam, daging, ikan sumpah sedap. yummmmm

malam tu, kitaorang dengan volunteer nya promote nak buat show acappella lagu 'kau ilhamku'
sumpah kelakar tp best. =)

its show time!
im wearing a guntlet (betul tak eja?)

sumpah time nak masuk ni shaking gila doe. wa tak tipu. cuak ~~
aaaaaaaaa relax cool and steady. haha

hambar!!! hahah baru habis last performance.
lupa nak cerita. kitorang perform num 9 daripada 9 buah band. that means last skali lah. haha

AND FINALLY WE MADE IT FOR 2ND PLACE. =)
*just lost 1 mark behind ='( sikit je lagi.

but its okey.
thanz god.
we are the best among the best !

she is pretty aite? hehe

snap pic with UITM SHAH ALAM

lumut time!! haha tak lepas ke pangkor lah. no ferri. deyyy...
boring doe tempat tu. so kitorang jalan jalan je.

tadaa!! that it!


for drumbattle UITM 2012, uitm pahang will be the home ground for the competition.
yeah. indeed! banyak kerja lagi pening kepala.
can't wait it! =D

p/s for the team mate! you guys are the best! kelakar habis. dah macam adik beradik kan kita semua. i miss you guys. a lot. bila lah dapat lagi pengalaman macam ni kan? hurmm

aza <3